13. “Forgotten”

13. “Forgotten”

(…to be continued…)

Waiting for a reply,
Niki writes once more, 📧📧📧
Will these feelings reach Nil’s heart evermore? 🤔

” You got so busy, it felt this way,
As if I changed my number & walked away,
In this crowded world, so noisy & wide,
You simply forgot me, pushed me aside.

I never wished for distance between,
Yet you built a wall I’d never seen,
I never imagined a day so cold,
Yet you showed me stories I never told.

Maybe it’s good you broke free from me,
Found your escape so easily,
But tell me once, just tell me why,
How you forgot me …no tear, no sigh.

This quarrelsome friend, without a word,
You punished her, unheard, unheard,
Ask your heart, be honest and true,
Did you never, ever miss me too?

How do I tell you, here and now,
That I miss you more than words allow,
Does it matter to you anymore,
If I exist… or am no more?

More than myself, every single day,
I gave you my time, my heart, my way,
Tell me truly, search and see,
Has anyone missed you more than me?

So easily you made me cry,
Turned my pain into tears once again inside,
Let me hear you just once, please say…
How did I lose my right in your life this way? “

                                                              – Niki
📧📧📧