13. “Forgotten”

13. “Forgotten”

(…to be continued…)

Waiting for a reply,
Niki writes once more, 📧📧📧
Will these feelings reach Nil’s heart evermore? 🤔

” You got so busy, it felt this way
as if I changed my number & walked away,
In this crowded world, so noisy & wide
you simply forgot me, pushed me aside,

I never wished for distance between
yet you built a wall I’d never seen,
I never imagined a day so cold
yet you showed me stories I never told,

Maybe it’s good you broke free from me
found your escape so easily,
But tell me once, just tell me why
how you forgot me …no tear, no sigh,

This quarrelsome friend, without a word
you punished her, unheard, unheard,
Ask your heart, be honest and true
did you never, ever miss me too?

How do I tell you, here and now
that I miss you more than words allow,
Does it matter to you anymore
if I exist… or am no more?

More than myself, every single day
I gave you my time, my heart, my way,
Tell me truly, search and see
Has anyone missed you more than me?

So easily you made me cry
Turned my pain into tears once again inside,
Let me hear you just once, please say…
How did I lose my right in your life this way? “

                                                              – Niki
📧📧📧