14. ” I Hate you “
(…continued…)
I can’t stay on in this unknown town
how do I tell Nil …I’m breaking down,
As the waiting grew longer day by day
a volcano of anger rose inside her way…📧📧
” Don’t reply to my emails, don’t explain
your excuses won’t soften this pain,
I’ll never forget what you did to me
you put out the flame of our friendship,
you see,
I guarded it more than the life’s breath
lit in my heart’s temple….now left to death,
Forgive me, you said, for the time I took
I never knew you’d shatter heart
with one look,
No one will ever find, it seems
a friend as bad as me, in broken dreams,
“Hate you” ….I’ll never let it go
your cold stone heart showed me so,
Understand this now, today, right here
Niki in your world has died, my dear,
No sorrow remains, no tear to stay,
My soul
crying & crying, has drifted away…”
– Niki
📧📧📧
