14. ” I Hate you “
(…continued…)
I can’t stay on in this unknown town,
How do I tell Nil …I’m breaking down.
As the waiting grew longer day by day,
A volcano of anger rose inside her way...📧📧📧
” Don’t reply to my emails, don’t explain,
Your excuses won’t soften this pain.
I’ll never forget what you did to me,
You put out the flame of our friendship, you see.
I guarded it more than my own life’s breath,
Lit in my heart’s temple….now left to death.
Forgive me, you said, for the time I took,
I never knew you’d shatter my heart with one look.
No one will ever find, it seems,
A friend as bad as me, in broken dreams.
“Hate you” ….I’ll never let it go,
Your cold stone heart showed me so.
Understand this now, today, right here:
Niki in your world has died, my dear.
No sorrow remains, no tear to stay,
My soul, crying & crying, has drifted away. “
– Niki
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