12. “Because of Me”
(…to be continued…)
On one side, suddenly, Nil’s card went dead,
The card that held Niki’s number instead….
On the other side, confusion grew,
Niki believed Nil changed it
…feeling through and through.
Two stars, in cities unknown,
about 800 miles apart… alone.
Hands slipped apart on a stranger’s way,
Lost on a road they didn’t choose to stay……
E-mail was the only medium to stay in touch with Nil 📧📧📧
” You must be very happy now, it seems,
Since you changed your number, broke our dreams.
I know you well, I truly do,
You did all this because of me, it’s true.
Thinking you were mine, I disturbed you each day,
Calling, hoping, in my own way.
I’m glad at least you are now free,
You chose yourself, you broke away from me.
Forgive me please, for the missed calls I gave,
Forgive my heart, foolish and brave.
It was my mistake to remember you so,
To keep you alive in my thoughts’ soft glow.
I will never forget the hurt you gave,
The pain that still my heart must save.
Remember this, and keep it true…
You made me cry, you broke me too.
Your place in my heart is special and deep,
Something you never tried to keep.
In return you shattered my soul and mind,
Why did you leave me crying behind? “
– Niki
📧📧📧
